Ok, i sincerely apologize to those who felt insulted by my statement.

The verbal abuse i get these past few days was so unbearable, today i snapped. I wrote that without thinking.

I woke up this morning and told myself, "let be positive, i can do this!"

Loaded my first game, picked ember spirit(my strongest hero after meepo). Then kena ganked by bh mid, 0-2. My 4k teammates went apeshit.
What i felt after getting flamed by my teammates was not anger, but more like depression. I stopped trying. Go ahead i said to myself, these guys think they're smart enough, let them make their own gameplan. Suddenly playing dota felt like watching paint dry.

Screw them all, screw this game!

nikaizad

My piece of advise, not just to you but to everyone else too. Enjoy the game for what it is, a game. I believe that most good players didn't start playing the game because they want to be the best. They play the game because its their passion. They enjoy it but don't expect any reward from it.

2 years ago during the international, they interviewed SyndereN during the break between games. He said one of the most inspirational things I've ever heard. I can't remember the exact words, but he said something like this:

"I'm xx years old from Denmark. I study English in university, i study it because i love it. I only do things that i love, because i believe if you do something that you really love you will get really good at it. When you're good at something, the world will open up to you."

I started playing dota since 2007, back then i was only 11 years old. I don't remember aiming to be top players until i was 16. During g-arena days my mentality was, "Biar kalah asalkan godlike.". Just like COD players, get as much kills every game. My favorite heroes back then were gondar, balanar, bloddseeker. Those days were the best days for me as a dota players, made a lot of friends too.

Throughout my days playing dota, i never read any guides or watch it on youtube unless my friend linked it to me. Why waste time read guides when all i want to do is play the game. Thinking back i'm glad i didn't rely too much on guides, because guides will tell you how to think. To be a good dota player you need to think for yourself and develop your own style.

The danger of focusing too much on getting good and winning instead of enjoying the game is that in the long run you will get tunnel vision. Most players that have that mentality will break at one point. Let me share a quote that my brother showed me:

“When someone seeks," said Siddhartha, "then it easily happens that his eyes see only the thing that he seeks, and he is able to find nothing, to take in nothing because he always thinks only about the thing he is seeking, because he has one goal, because he is obsessed with his goal. Seeking means: having a goal. But finding means: being free, being open, having no goal. You, O worthy one, are perhaps indeed a seeker, for in striving towards your goal, you do not see many things that are under your nose.” 
― Hermann Hesse, Siddhartha

When you are in low priority, you will meet all those similar game spoilers.... So thats why we dont wanna go there

oracle is good in hands the one that know how to use.

in the hand of newbie. is pure shit.

1st skill purge 2.5 sec at lvl 1
2nd disarm/100% magic resist
3rd this skill, 360 damage at lvl 4, 3 sec cd. 397 healing. remember, if u want to use this on enemy hero. make sure he can die in 2-3 skill.
4rd the most imba skil delay damage, double any healing invi. can be dust though

My first game with Oracle in the team - he spams his ulti on himself only. AM left to die half the time. Well played!

imho mmr is not 100% true but it indicates where u are.

kdg2 ade hari kau pro bole reach 5k. kdg2 ade hari kau feed streak sampai 4k.

thats all. doesnt mean u got 6k mmr u so damn good. u prolly feed at some point as well.

example i played with toy a few days ago. 5.9k mmr also play like *****.

maybe he sleepy or what not. but u get my point.