I do confess to a guy b4....ofcoz he turned me down...so if u ask me how i feel now, i would say is a mixture of regret+relieve

relieve as in...some times u just have to do something once in your life time then u would have no regret...honestly speaking, in year 2008 i am already 22 years old and i dun have any bf before...even when i meet up with my secondary school friends, they cant stand me and keep asking when am i going to get a bf....and they are the ppl who encourage me to confess....but they didnt know i actually do it.

honestly, my self-esteem is super low and becoz of tat, i try to cover it out, so ppl though i am confident and ego....when that guy turn me down, he though i will be conpletely fine but he never know he destroy that little bit of ego that's left...this is why i regret becoz seems like i bring this to myself

so now i am of no hope to myself as i try very best to convinced myself not to like any one...becoz expectation comes along with disappointment. so girls, maybe i am too pesimistic, unless u r really confident that he likes u but he is just super super shy, never ever try to confess....

thanks for your advice, my world is still bright....is just that, i think love just never belong to me and will never come to me...but ofcoz there are still many things that can enlighten my life, i believe ...ppl say that life without love is great, but life with love is perfect....i dun really need a perfect life, i am not greedy, great life i should be satisfied!