Actually, Its kind of worrying if you got the 'unstable state of self-esteem level in length of time' like me... You approached a guy and the a guy was accepting then you doubt that he's accepting you because he look at you as somewhat cheap and then you broke it off...

hahaha.... i'm so sad.... it happens to me like 4 times... T_T


So I'm reduced to having lots of guy friends than boy friends.... Guy friends are much ok than BF in terms of these uncertainties happening...