hi trafox...
Good Luck to you to....

I still envy u though....at least u can see her once a week.
Whats ur plan for the future?
till when will be LDR?

We both from the same hometown, Bukit Mertajam, Penang.

You should accompany her come back to KL. That's what most of gf wish their bf can accompany them. The journey will be a meaningful 1, seriously.
Make baby... Then how to teach children... That's our new thread? 

I've called some shops asking for part time jobs, and so far have been turned down by a few. Some said that they will call me back, but I guess.. it will be the same. 

then make a bed of roses with only the flowers and take out all the stems. no thorns! hahaha...

Mmmm....

Girls girls... Really hard to understand them.... All of the sudden, can become super cold. Scary man....

Yup, but guys also will try to understand 1. But sometime, it just happen SUDDENLY, very sudden. Is like, very ok, then all of the sudden, don't know what happen, straight moody    Doesn't give any hints also.

I always kena buta2.   
Yup. She working full time and studying part time in Singapore
Anything special ar? I really bankrupt already, plan to give her hand-made card. Cheaper and more meaningful. Plan to celebrate with her again in Singapore. Christmas in Singapore really happening.



That's why we have to understand quickly, understand the situation.
I am just unhappy that it happen all of the sudden and kena buta2. 

Thanks to miyoko, @lice~~, and lolz_5167 concern. Thanks for the reply. 

Today after a tiring work at pc fair, came back and she think about last time again. I tried to reply her sms but I can't, as got road block, so I throw my hp to the passenger seat and keep driving. Knowing driving and sms is dangerous, so quickly speed back and try to reply her sms. Call her and have a chat. Although I myself already moody as I and her really uneasy and I saw 'someone' I hate.

We chat on the phone for quite really really a long time. Around 2-2.30 hours. She said out everything, everything also we say.(everything include give up our relationship, tried thinking of ways to solve it, delete everything about my god-sis and etc.)

After a long long talk, whole conversation patiently talk to her, (Very very seldom I could patiently talk to her like this, maybe I have successfu? ), she decided to forget everything as soon as possible. She also said will never mention about it, do not want to talk about it, delete everything about my god-sis(video, msn conversation, photos) so 'she won't appear' in our life anymore.

I do not know this is a good move or what. I need to see whether she really can make it a not. I really really wish and pray that she really can make it. Hope you guys support me too.. I really need support and courage to fully support her too. 

Do remember to pray for me 

P/S:
Miyoko: I have totally no longer contact my god-sis, deleted everything about her in my life

@lice~~: Thanks, I will

lolz_5167: Fully effort now. 

Ya my gf is Singaporean hehe
Yesterday we had some issues but we managed to forget about it.. So now we are ok.. XD

Aiya... Joshua you good ler.. When your gf is sick you can drive and visit her.. But me cannot.. Few days ago my gf was sick.. wanted to go see her but cannot ler.. haiz.. Also,
you mean even when she is receiving your call using your line to call her also she doesn't get the charge ah? Waah.. if like that.. you lucky ler.. haiz... Anyway still have the IDD card 

Eh.. me bad me bad.. not drive lol.. It's take a bus ride 

He PM me his gf name. I think he tried to keep it confidential. Let's make it Trafox's Girlfriend. God will know.