hi guys , guess i belongs to the LDR group lol ..

i'm studying in KL and my gf working in JB, we've been together for 3 years d ... actually i was in JB for 13 years already.. so i met my gf when we were in secondary school ..then i came to KL for college studying when i was 18, it's already 2 years++ i came to KL ..

sigh .. tired of LDR .. i believe my gf feels that too, and she always telling me that she's bored becoz i'm not with her, and the thing that i can do is go back once every 2 or 3 weeks to meet her, i know she don think that's enough but what to do? that's the best i can do now.. i cant go back every week right .. taking 5 hrs bus is damn tired..

sometimes i thinking.. it's so unfair for her , she have to wait for me to goes back to JB, and sometimes i promised her to go back on friday , but i couldn't , becoz of some reasons, maybe assignment due date on monday or test/exam on monday , becoz i take bus back on friday and take bus back on sunday, so i don have time to do the assignment or study my test if i go back.. then she damn disappointed and sad, i really feel so bad.. i know she wanted to see me badly and i wanted to see her too.. but sometimes just couldnt go back due to certain reason..

my diploma going to end this Sep, and i'm thinking of going back JB to work or i ask her to come KL to work so that we can be 2gether again..

few months ago .. i felt that our relationship gets into the normal, peaceful , boring type of situation .. doesn't feel the same like starting that time.. and whenever i call her .. i don have things to talk to her. and she doesn't have things to talk to me either unless something serious happens that day la.. and everyday we SMS the same thing , example , i ask her whether she took lunch or not . or she reach home or not.. i mean .. nothing else to tell each other already.. not only me la.. she also. i can feel that. our relationship .. really not as sweet as 2 years ago.. i felt that our relationship now is , when i'm in KL , we are BEST FRIEND , when i'm back to JB , we are couples.. feel so weird ..

really have no idea what i have to do to make our relationship back to the sweet sweet time .. sigh..

What happen ? poor thing .. have to sing Happy B'day song alone at 12am .. hmm don worry la.. maybe later ur BF will give u a surprise on 12am leh ?