God didnt create it to be difficult. it's human who make it difficult.

This post has been edited by miyoko: Nov 10 2006, 11:35 AM

hey, dont relate and connect other people's problem into your own relationship. it's dangerous and unhealthy to do that.

i'm fine here. how about you?

hmm... too much of unhappy story here lately. Dont get too influenced by it. tell you guys some happy story.

I'll be meeting with my bf's parents again. so miss them. this time, they are coming over, instead of me going over there. they're gonna stay in my bf's house, of course. but i'll be meeting them. Weee~~!!!

hey, dont be so pesimistic. what you need now is to get yourself to move on. dont be a sour grape.

quiksilver, so are you ok now? you sound to be still down. wanna share as to why you are feeling so?

Good morning, everyone.

my suggestions:
1. A handmade gigantic birthday card.
2. A hand made small bouquet of flower (well, guy also can accept flowers, not only girl)

This post has been edited by miyoko: Nov 16 2006, 08:29 AM

my condolences. May his soul rest in peace up in heaven.

Thanks Firewire and Jdreamer for the birthday wish. I had a great, happy and enjoyable birthday.

how's everyone here?

i do sometimes get moody and down. but i try my best to not let the hormone influence me. trust me, it's really very hard to deal with the mood swing and it's absolutely very hard to deal with the cramps.

yeah, the mood swing will suddenly come one. sometimes i even feel like crying for no reason. hahaha... i still remember there was once that i was so moody that i just sit in the car, keep quiet and look moody. then my dear make some joke, i just laugh and become moody again. i can feel that my dear is feeling bad. so, i explained to him that it's nothing that i'm angry about, just that the mood swing caused by hormone. glad that he understands too.

But, however how bad my mood swings, i will never pick a fight with my dear or scold him for no apparent reason, cos i always try to control it. i will just be more quiet and moody than the normal me, during that period.

Christmas gift? hmm... havent thought of that. hmm...

god bro and god sis... didnt listen to Zhang Zheng Yue's song? hahaha... reminds me of his song.

Joshua, why the arrangement of the sleeping order is so funny one? should be your gf sleep in the middle mah...

anyway, god sis/bro relationship will really sometimes go over the border one. sometimes, i think it's even more over than realy bro and sis relationship. sometimes, i feel that it could be just an excuse to sound appropriate for a guy and girl to be close together, when both couldnt be too close.

anyway, joshua, you shouldnt say that to your girl ---> ask her to leave if she couldnt forget it. well, it would make her feel even worst. since things have been done, what you can do now is to do all you can to rebuild her trust and confidence on you. dont need to mention or discuss about this matter liao. action speaks louder than words. let your action to help you to win back her trust and confidence on you.

This post has been edited by miyoko: Nov 24 2006, 05:41 PM

Joshua, from the way you described, the way your god sis reacted and talked sounds like she treats you as bf lah... something is really fishy. well, i would be furious too if i found my bf sleeping next to a girl (dont care whether god sis or not), while i sleeping at the far end, separated by that girl.

you kind of violated the trust that your girl gave. anyway, win her back by action, ok? it takes times, slowly... wish you all the best.

joshua, i cant read mandarin, so i dont understands the diary and dunno how to give my opinion.

Joshua, try your best not to mention about it liao. from her diary, it sounds like she's really hurt and kind of disappointed. you really gotta take time to think about your relation with your god sis. try to be more sensitive towards your girl's feeling.

hello everyone, miyoko back in action. been seriously sick for a few days. now recovered, alive and kicking.

ei... not dai ka jie lah...

quite a lot of good LDR ah...

i'm fine already. now start to be busy with work again. how about you jdreamer?

Pressure and stress from study, for me, is something which is bearable compared to pressure & stress in working place, much of it from boss. But, dont worry, however hard it is, i'll be able to survive it. I wanna be a survivor and forgiver!

p/s: I'm now, still in office on friday night...

This post has been edited by miyoko: Dec 8 2006, 09:29 PM