if everything is susah then what do you want to do about it?

To be honest and frank stop complaining so much and do something about it. Lounging in lowyat.net.forum all day isnt going to make companies or clients hire you. The market is booming with fresh grads (120,000 unemployed to be exact : Statistics from the STAR newspaper) who are all like this. I'm a college student who studies design and I can juggle both work and school. Problem is you show no self intiative and lack of interest and this can be seen from your replies. You only give excuses where you cant do anything and your mum is pressuring you. Only when you are pressured then you expect things to fall in your lap, and now we wonder why we have so many unemployed graduates.