Dude , if u have been hitting for 3 years and u think u r not seeing results then something is wrong with ur workout and diet, if u do see results and want to get big , i understand that crave, work even harder !. Fix ur workout and diet , why bother with roids ? (No hate or support towards steroids here) if u don't know how to use them well, don't bother bro , u might end up killing urself from overdosage or incorrect usage. I am not saying the roids will kill , it all depends on how u use it. One's death may affect the reputation of many and they will get wrong ideas and such without proper knowledge.