dont know i recently also easy rage, but when i rage, i purposely make team lose

like i picked LC first for experiment, the others 4 heroes just now ... NP, TB, TA , Storm ... then i already rage and dont give a single FUCUK and NC all the way with single hand and read email 

yes that is best way to deal my anger right now.

last last match was, i go fixing my pop out notification from mobo system which is i accident reset the setting and need change anohter key combo to prevent it pop out in doto, then i pause and say nicely i got anti virus issue need fix, wait for moment, when i back to doto... the game unpaused long ago, 3v5 for long time, then i just leave it afk and read mail.

oh i think i already dont care MMR rank dropping like hell, it will be fun soon if i get serious and win back