I always have been either skinny or fat with no muscle structure. I wanna change that and have the confidence to be shirtless on the beach. I've never thought of it as a sport, more towards science for me. Learning about nutrition needs and how muscles were built, all them science.

And one thing for sure, I'm definitely not trying to be the baddest guy in the gym (whatever the hell this means).

I see it with a different approach, more towards science. Doesn't mean that I'm interested in wearing a lab coat. People like cars so you ask them to be a mechanic? What if those people just like driving one? Don't be too narrow minded.

I don't really compare myself with others. At most, I would just ask them for advices. I could workout at home if I have the luxury of space, I don't join a gym just to show others how I workout. I certainly don't aim to be the biggest in the gym, I'm just trying to improve how I live and for once have the confidence to take off my shirt without shame (yes, I've have this issue all the time). Everyone have different goals.

I know what you said is true for some, but since you asked me specifically, I'm just voicing my goals.