Hello, this is my first post here.

Yes I think I have depression because I cry over small things and in unnecessary situations. I feel very very annoyed by this.

EX1: During a group discussion, they talked about what is your dream, what future job you wish to get. When it is my turn to talk about my hardship in life, I got teary and my face turned red. They were shocked to see me cry before I finish my speech, I feel embarrassed...I do not mean to get sympathy from them but I suspect that when I talk about negative things I get emotional and cry.

EX2: I cry when I watch sad movies, read sad stories, sad videos, sad things...

EX3: I went the office to register something, but soon they said I am not qualified to do that. I got teary and cried in front of one of the staff which is very embarrassing for me.

EX4: Was hanging out with friends and when one of my friend said that I have to get out there and explore more, I cried in front of them.

Is it that because I am unable to express what I fully wanted then I get teary, not to mention easily offended? I hate it even more when they ask what happened to me then I burst out more. I am worried that this will affect my life when I go to interview where I need to interact with strangers or clients. That strange feeling after I have finished crying, I become normal and happy again.

I have a happy relationship (boyfriend) and good relationship with friends and so-so with families. None of them know about my problem because I did not tell them about my problem, I will never ever let them know too.

Am I really depressed or even bipolar disorder?

PS: Inb4Age, not even 20