work harder la bro..
Learn how to control the spending at first...now you say makan 1.2k your gaji..
You tahan try only 800 ka..thats easier then quitting

I believe that morality is a relative thing...sex, lust is a natural human wants...~_~

If you can find balance...n still live your life to the fullest..then this addiction of yours is actually not a problem la..
I have friends that are addicted to drinking, cheong oso...what i always advice them is to find "balance" you can go drink every week...but not until dead drunk, until cant go work next day...i think he bertaubat abit after he drove drunk and hit a traffic light lol..

When you want to start thinking abt having own family, maybe find meaning in life though religion then maybe you have to rethink how you lead your life la..