i have experienced what u r experiencing. remember this. death is absolute. mati itu pasti...

my late mother past away on the day keluar result SPM. she did not seen my result at all because I was too late to show to her at the hospital.

first thing first pray for your mother health and take care off her, cherish her everyday. I was always the first to help my late mother because I always think maybe this is the last time I will take care off her. Not that I am negative, but that time will be a very valuable memory and experience to take care of your parents.

so think positively and always support her and smile, never talk back to her and give encouragement to her. my late mother breast cancer lvl 4, go to chemo, fever for a week everytime after chemo, must take panadol every 4 hours. but life must go on, now I am still living, working and breathing. still I miss her after 6 years past.