Cant sleep well tonight after i flew away my quad into the skies & never returned

Luckily its just a cheap s quad, but still.....the adrenaline rush & nervouseness haunts me....quite worried too as it seems to lost from sight at some housing area, hopefully it lands on some trees & not on top of someone's car or worse, someone's head...but 1 thing for sure, im quite impress as its still controlable that far just that the wind and ofcourse my noobiness couldnt react fast to recover is the main cause..

Ahhh man....the moment it flew away & getting smaller n smaller with the sunset in the background....damn

Yeah i did, but it was too late i guess as its flown away that far where i cant see it no more...cant even see it dives down...just lost into the skies, back to china maybe....hmm