she look into my eye and say,

S: u were lovely, and thoughtful. I feel comfortable and secured along v u.

it was a long silence after sandy end her speech. as we enjoy the view, in my mind i was wondering what to tell her abt our relationship. don't know since when I started fall for her, however I do have some concern in my mind as I think that there would be difficult for sandy to leave caleb so freely (my judgement only) as it would definitely jeopardize her career. on my side, i just don't feel that it wouldn't be good if she have to let go her cozy and secured lifestyle because of this relationship. so at this moment I only can temporarily concluded that this relationship is at its best maintaining in this "unknown grey zone". well, I don't know, I could be wrong..

I open my mouth and break the silence eventually,

Me: u know, I not so sure what to tell now. certainly I cherish all the single moment v u. let's not stop seeing one another until something happen.. something unforseen perhaps..
S: so that's mean.. (then she was expecting me to say something while having her sight on the tea farm beneath us from hilltop)
Me: hmm.. I err..

I look at her for few second, do not know how to react. not wanting sandy to affirm the status of our relationship, I kiss her lip out of sudden when she was having her sight at the view of tea farm..

the kiss was sweet. this was the first time I initiate kiss to sandy. she was blushed after the kiss

then we walk down to have our tea time over the tea house at there. she sneezed as we walk down, it was windy and plus she wear very less.. so i pull her closely to me and holding her shoulder as we walk down, she responded by holding my waist, it was sweet.. how i wish the walking down to the tea house is endless..

after the tea time it was evening close to 5pm. we drive up to brinchang have our dinner, then i brought her for night market walk and purchase something from there since we were there. never plan to overnight so we leave for home after night market visit. she was so exhausted, and this was not odd as it was her first time visit here and walk for whole day along the journey home, she sleep all the way until her apartment. it was abt 11pm plus when i reach her apartment carpark, she was apparently still sleeping tight. i look at her closely, ohmai she was so beautiful.. instead of awaking her, i move closely to her and kiss on her cheek. she slowly awake after that and smile happily..

S: are we home?

Me: yeah, we were home..

S: great.. i was so tiring.

i walk her to her apartment doorstep. at her doorstep,

S: hey, thanks for the trip today. i feel so happy today.

we share a hug b4 she went in her apartment. i heading back home after that..