for what I've done, there's no turning back. 
May 28 2012, 10:05 PM
QUOTE(FrozerLaxegon @ May 28 2012, 09:57 PM)
I can no longer tell whether this is a chapter of my darker side, or was it real? perhaps its a dream. but the memories on it are crystal clear, I can no longer differentiate myself from a beast, but being a kind man whose been taken advantage of, I find the beast side a much better place to be.
Oh, so many years I've tried to deceive myself from the real me, trying to hide my real self, hiding my true identity, creating a persona so inferior to others even to myself.
I've finally found the real me, embracing my true self.
Here, let me do a few product placements for you:Oh, so many years I've tried to deceive myself from the real me, trying to hide my real self, hiding my true identity, creating a persona so inferior to others even to myself.
I've finally found the real me, embracing my true self.
Maybe I am schizophrenic, like the main character in the movie Identity (which is a movie with waaaayyyy too many false endings), or maybe I am just living in a dream within a dream within a dream ala the movie Inception, or maybe I am just plain crazy like Jack Nicholson's character in the movie The Shining, but one thins is certain - for me to embrace my true self, I have to abandon all hope of living my life the way society wants it. I must throw away societal norms and start giving in to my primal urges, to my intended nature.
I must unleash the beast within me and let the whole world feel its [my] wrath. The beast [I] must be sic-ced upon like Cujo from the Stephen King novel of the same name.
I went into Jusco today and bought myself a knife set. Oh, I have big plans for them...
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