So, since I was young... I been bullied because of my size.
It's actually an average size but I still get bullied in school because of that.
Some even hates me for attending/being in school.
And this year, those people who hates me.. accused me for stealing a camera and a phone which I DID NOT STEAL ANYTHING AT ALL.
They told me to pay them some amount of money or else they will spread it around the school.
I did not pay them anything because I am not guilty at all.
At the end, it was spread.
I LOST A LOT OF FRIENDS including my besties.
No one trust me when I told them I din't steal anything.
Everywhere I go, they will be like "Dude.. Dont go near her. She steals stuff" and etc.
No one really talks to me now.
I only lived with my dad, my mom passed away and I am the only child.
My dad sometimes slaps me or hit me for no reason.
Yeah, I was really emo everyday.
Sometimes... I want to commit suicide and ends everything in my life.
But I know there's people out there who is going through a worser day than me.

But it's okay, I started to go church alone nowadays.
I feel better mentally and I'm trying to stay positive on everything that happens to me.
Plus, I will be transfering to a new school on January 2013.
It's like God give me a chance to start a new life again.

New life = New me.
I don't wanna get bullied anymore!