Hey people I'm new to this forum (: I joined typically because of this thread ( Haha! ).

Anyways, I fear that my results in my trials ( SPM ) and SPM itself will not be valid. You see, I've tried very hard but I can't seem to pass in my BM ( Bahasa Malaysia ). I've tried hard and I'm actually on a margent of a migraine now since I've just revised on all the Penanda wanana(s), rumusan and novels. And SPM is eleven days from now! But I was just pondering, what would happen to me if I failed in my BM? I know they ARE consequences but I can't seem to get a keen and thorough definition and view of what the consequences would be.

So if you would be so kind, would you please tell me what I should expect so I shall be better prepared for the obstacles ahead?

Oh and just incase you were wondering what my interests in studies are, ( to help specifically answer my questions or out of sheer curiousity). I'd love to further my studies in courses relating to life sciences/biology, particularly botany. I have a passion for plants and I don't think I could bore myself studying in this path. I also indulge in writing ( I have a flair ), particularly the editting for newspapers and magazines kinda - sort. But, I'm afraid that my BM results for SPM would hinder this ambition of mine and possibly taint it

So in short ;;

What would happen if I failed in my BM?
If I had to retake the july's BM paper, do I have to pay and what if I failed in that too?
Does mass communication fit my description for editting and writing? If its another field PLEASE do mention.
What is the difference between going to a local university and private university?
If, let's say I desire to go overseas to study ( and I'm financially stable, just saying for this case ), what would be the first advisable step after SPM ?

Please answer as much of my questions as you can . Do not chide my questions, and try not to be fastidious too, please. I'm just a boy curious and wanting to prepare for the future to come. Thank you.