Actualy i agree with crossshare
You should have planned and thought about after spm education before spm
now is the time to relax.
You mustve not studied like gile before spm because u seem so excited to go on.
gee all i want to do now is relax,read books and such.

for matrix you are too late,UPU form also i think too late
what you have left is scholarship and private college
scholarship for non bumi u need to be full straight A1 student
so if urr an average just forget about it.

dont be stupid la.
you got so many years to come that you need to study hard
why spoilt the few precious month after 5 years of high school that you can finally feel freedom??