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I played 13 games using Lee Sin today. - not jungling. Every game with the same build core (of course I change to MR if i need it to) and I lose 9 games.

I don't understand..is my way of Lee Sin wrong?

Items
Ninja Tabi/Mercury Thread
Brutalizer-Ghostblade
Warmog's
Atma Impaler
Frozen Mallet

Around level 4 or 5 I will start helping out other lanes that needed help to gank. Most of the time it went fine. I have no problem with my own lane - teammates never complaint of me leaving the lane to help others.

But why in the end no matter how good my item is, how well I play, we still lose the game. They keep on blaming on each other and eventually I got blamed too. Something like.. "Noob Lee Sin never jungle" - what's that suppose to mean?

I got my item FASTER then any tanker in our team or AD. Why does it matter to start the game by jungling? Plus with jungling almost 60-70% all the time the enemy will be there to gank.

Why waste my time jungling in early game and not around level 4 or 5 or something.

Why I have to lose 9 games - almost straight games - when I'm playing at my best.

Public game is getting..terrible. If you guys think my way of Lee Sin is wrong, fix me. So i can learn. Maybe it is wrong or something.

Plus I don't really like to jungle. But I do jungle - like taking the reds/blues everytime before the enemy does.

gee. im tired of losing.