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Stand By Me"

From their 1997 album: "Be Here Now"
Just in case if you don't know, I spent 3 days on producing these HD videos. Figuring out the video to be introduced, how to promote it and such. I spent at least RM350 on the new equipments, for the sake of producing HD videos. All in all budget, this video here.. the guitar, the laptop and everything would at least cost me
RM5,000 over. Also spending time on editing and rendering this video over night without enough sleep.
7th of May 2011, Saturday night.Some say, anger will not solve the problem. I used vulgar and it all went wrong.
Some say, there is no point giving response to the ones that gives you hell.
Some say, man got his own limit. I kept it for at least two months and I burst it all out.
Blame me, my volcano bursted and I have calm myself down.
I have to stop being stupid. I was away for three days, there is guy just says whatever he wants. He just say everything which are bad, it's all about for his own good and most of his words sounded like he is trying to start a fight. I cannot do anything and I have to keep myself sane.
We were in this group. This friend of mine has lose her trust on me but we knew each other for quite some time. But this guy, it seems like he is just a stranger to the group. She trust the stranger that she knew him for just a while but not me.
After 3 days of "jail" for making a mistake on using vulgar, I remind myself to keep myself sane and wise. Apparently I'm not, I made a mistake again. Again, blame it on me as I honestly think that I'm wrong. But it seems like nobody like advices. Living my life everyday, I have to accept everyone's advice to keep myself sane. Maybe I'm a fool for being that way.
Basically..
Nobody will ever remember our
good being.
Everyone will always remember our
bad actions.
Trust, she choose to trust the stranger and only focus on the bad side of me.
Imagine, the two perfect strangers wasn't there
Imagine, things are just as normal as before.
There are things which I said, the things that I cannot do.
I wish I can say anything that is positive to keep things better.
Things I dare to say but are also things I'm not daring to do.
But I cannot run away from problems, I have to face it like a man and do my best to solve it.
Losing a friend can be tough and tragic.
If you're reading this - Nicole. I owe you an apology and I'm here to tell you:
"I'M SORRY"
Originally from this thread:
http://forum.lowyat.net/index.php?showtopic=1873295