Perhaps counselling/therapy would do you some good. But as it is, the USA is not having a good time themselves with unemployment rate soaring every month and homeless ppl everyday - even with min. wage jobs they cannot afford the rental.

Instead of U.S., why not the philippines? English speaking country for the most part, so its not some mexico si no comprendo place. Probably better chance to get PR/work permit there given ur limited finances (sorry, but immi rules are harsh), and i believe noone will noe you there?

I think the first start is to try to get a job though, i.e. you see, a person pops up with no credit history and wants a loan .. if you dun have job history immi ppl will start to wonder why you wanna migrate. I believe if you can hack it in a diff environment, maybe a change of state (yes, the negeri) to the northern parts if you;re from KL/down south might clear your mind up + it gives a fresh start with zero to minimum immi issues.

This post has been edited by ceo684: Jun 21 2011, 04:02 AM