May 22 2011, 01:11 AM
stupid church never thinks of natural selection.
so dare not tackle girl since been brought up as a good person.
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so until i met accident. chat with a girl online. her personality turns me on. more i chat more i show my feeling. her nick is TC. she is the only one i truly love and my first love.
then try to make her my gf. she keep asking why? ... she also say she not that good looking (shes like the ugly duckling turn into a swan) i sed i dont care coz i look for her personality which is superawesomely cool.
we also chat on phone for hours, and listen to her.
her fren also say i have a good taste sarcastically. she also say good guys wont kacau, kau or court girls.
then about 7-8 months she ask me not to speak to her anymore. i was so devastated. she with other guy that time and change several bf in times. she also say listen there are many more girls out there and is not her only that like me.
now she become pretty dy,
then try to make her my gf. she keep asking why? ... she also say she not that good looking (shes like the ugly duckling turn into a swan) i sed i dont care coz i look for her personality which is superawesomely cool.
we also chat on phone for hours, and listen to her.
her fren also say i have a good taste sarcastically. she also say good guys wont kacau, kau or court girls.
then about 7-8 months she ask me not to speak to her anymore. i was so devastated. she with other guy that time and change several bf in times. she also say listen there are many more girls out there and is not her only that like me.
now she become pretty dy,
then i become emo dy. try her fren also she reject.
then 1 - 2 years after recover i come to KL to work.
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i promise will never fall in love. but then another lady comes to vurk, i slowly like her coz she is cute. Nick name is MC. but i dont have guts to tell or do anything. when shes not around her fren always say i like her izzit?
her father also work in same office. one day her father fren tell me dont kacau her or hurt her coz her father is his fren. apa la orang ni ...
so one day she go to college study i was so sad coz i tot kollege cannot give a call / no hp allowed. dare not to call her.
then as i watch the notebook i cry thinking of her.... then slowly letting her go but still thinking of TC, my first love...
her father also work in same office. one day her father fren tell me dont kacau her or hurt her coz her father is his fren. apa la orang ni ...
so one day she go to college study i was so sad coz i tot kollege cannot give a call / no hp allowed. dare not to call her.
then as i watch the notebook i cry thinking of her.... then slowly letting her go but still thinking of TC, my first love...
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after several months in same office, i slowly like another girl in the office. nick YY.
i like her long hair. meaty body lips and the way she walk and dress,
for 2-3 months i keep my feeling and pretend to close to her and discuss bout work. i think slowly she notice.
then i tell my koliq i like her. slowly rumour spread.
one day her fren ask do i like YY and why? i pretend to change subject.
then YY slowly scared of me, i donno why, maybe she tot i am bad person and supershy....
so she cover her face when around me. quickly go other place. when they go to lunch i follow and got scold by her fren.
i was so sad. and i quit and work and find jog in other place.
i like her long hair. meaty body lips and the way she walk and dress,
for 2-3 months i keep my feeling and pretend to close to her and discuss bout work. i think slowly she notice.
then i tell my koliq i like her. slowly rumour spread.
one day her fren ask do i like YY and why? i pretend to change subject.
then YY slowly scared of me, i donno why, maybe she tot i am bad person and supershy....
so she cover her face when around me. quickly go other place. when they go to lunch i follow and got scold by her fren.
i was so sad. and i quit and work and find jog in other place.
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then working in a company i found a malay girl. her hair is very long and she is gorgeous. nick jassh. shes very pretty. so i follow her, and treat her lunch. listen to what she say. for few months i try to close with her.
when her birthday, i give nice present. also i leave notes on the desk anonymously telling secret admire and shes pretty
and when she is about to left the job i collect every one signature and present her farewell card. she say ppl bully her here. i tell her dont care bout them, coz she wont be here anymore.
so after a week i call her. and chat. i also dunno what to say to make her truly mine ... then i sked also so few weeks and months call her. then one day i cant dial to her phone anymore. probably she bar me ...
when her birthday, i give nice present. also i leave notes on the desk anonymously telling secret admire and shes pretty
and when she is about to left the job i collect every one signature and present her farewell card. she say ppl bully her here. i tell her dont care bout them, coz she wont be here anymore.
so after a week i call her. and chat. i also dunno what to say to make her truly mine ... then i sked also so few weeks and months call her. then one day i cant dial to her phone anymore. probably she bar me ...
i was sad. then work in other company .... and become emo.
so i quit and jobless for 3 years .... then work here in pj
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i was very quite like a creepy person. but try to be frenly. my attitude slowly change already. like a rejected and dejected person slowly become a serial person.
vurking there for a week or so, another gorgeous malay girl talk to me. ask me how to use the vending machine. i teach her how.
i quickly like her dy. coz the way she dress very fashionable like korean chicks or zooey deschanel like that. then i found out from ppl around her she work there long time dy and got boyfren. mebbe she pretend to ask about the vending machine to talk to me?
but as past experience i still sked to talk to girl. sometimes a week met her once and says hi. sometimes 1 month 3 - 5 times met her...
then she quit. so after 6 months i found her facebook this is
me pm with her look at the date of reply ... i know i got rejected again... i ask she keep asking why .
so i ask fren help and he tell me to tell this.
I used to see you sometimes while u were here. I admire the way you dress as you're quite fashionable. other gals here x dress nicely so you used to stand out among them. so where are you working now? a fashion house?
after that no more reply from her ....
vurking there for a week or so, another gorgeous malay girl talk to me. ask me how to use the vending machine. i teach her how.
i quickly like her dy. coz the way she dress very fashionable like korean chicks or zooey deschanel like that. then i found out from ppl around her she work there long time dy and got boyfren. mebbe she pretend to ask about the vending machine to talk to me?
but as past experience i still sked to talk to girl. sometimes a week met her once and says hi. sometimes 1 month 3 - 5 times met her...
then she quit. so after 6 months i found her facebook this is
me pm with her look at the date of reply ... i know i got rejected again... i ask she keep asking why .
so i ask fren help and he tell me to tell this.
I used to see you sometimes while u were here. I admire the way you dress as you're quite fashionable. other gals here x dress nicely so you used to stand out among them. so where are you working now? a fashion house?
after that no more reply from her ....
i was thinking thats it... now i only will boink superbikes.
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then another girl comes in to work. i still have butterfly in stomach when try to approach her.
slowly she talk around. in my mind i say what the heck, give it a last try ....
then sometimes when i go back she try to fetch me from office to lrt...
i still sked to talk much and a pendiam fellow. she tot i am sombong?
then one day i ask her facebook. she ignore it..... next few weeks i also keep talking to her less and less and last i just pretend to be like normal koliq.
slowly she talk around. in my mind i say what the heck, give it a last try ....
then sometimes when i go back she try to fetch me from office to lrt...
i still sked to talk much and a pendiam fellow. she tot i am sombong?
then one day i ask her facebook. she ignore it..... next few weeks i also keep talking to her less and less and last i just pretend to be like normal koliq.
so now i dont care anymore. to hell with this work fuk u. i now wanna be jerk and a55hole as ppl around me sees my true nature dy.
last time i use to cry a lot when sad and watch sad romantic movie coz i am a hopeless romantic. now i dont even have any feeling anymore.
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and one more thing, in the church i have a crush on a girl. grew up with her along the way, till now dont have guts to talk her much
people always tease me during church coz the know i like her.
so one day when church organize trip to cameron highlands i always try to proof like my existence when around her. like be the best in games or anything.
then in form 4 go to ipoh didnt see her anymore. so after got job in kl. met her brother again in hometown. and he give her contacts and msn. i try chat and call her she didnt respond much.
she was my first crush. then 2 year before she got marry i met her for the last time in the church - i purposely go to the church to see her. get her hp number again.
i ignore the 3 day rules from tips of the movie Hitch . after 2 hours sms to her she had lunch dy? 2 sms she didnt reply... so one day after 2 years found out she is going to marry dy. so i donno wanna storm in if the pastor got ask anyone object or not... i think it was a dumb idea. for decades try to get to her, but alas my childhood crush marry to other ppl already ...
people always tease me during church coz the know i like her.
so one day when church organize trip to cameron highlands i always try to proof like my existence when around her. like be the best in games or anything.
then in form 4 go to ipoh didnt see her anymore. so after got job in kl. met her brother again in hometown. and he give her contacts and msn. i try chat and call her she didnt respond much.
she was my first crush. then 2 year before she got marry i met her for the last time in the church - i purposely go to the church to see her. get her hp number again.
i ignore the 3 day rules from tips of the movie Hitch . after 2 hours sms to her she had lunch dy? 2 sms she didnt reply... so one day after 2 years found out she is going to marry dy. so i donno wanna storm in if the pastor got ask anyone object or not... i think it was a dumb idea. for decades try to get to her, but alas my childhood crush marry to other ppl already ...
and now thinking of TC and remember her words. other girl will like me. which izzint true, and good guy cannot flirt with chicks?
but sometime i feel alone and thinking of TC. .....
and day dreaming of celebrity like kirsten dunst, drew barrymore, lauren hewett, zooey deschanel. scarlett johansson, amanda seyfried and others.
bye
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