Hi,

just a suggestion.  personally I have been through depression and met a few people who have helped me spiritually.

There's this technique by Isa Lindwall called Releasing. A facilitator will help you find out the cause of your disorder (well, actually anything such as depression, anxiety, physical illness) .. sometimes it stems from subconscious  such as trauma during childhood or teens, even simple things that happened could be imprinted in our subconscious in a -ve way way and be triggered when we reach adulthood.

Once the cause has been identified, it will be "Released" simply by saying a few Releasing statement to free you and then Positive Affirmations to replace the old subconscious thoughts. It sounds too simple, but I've been reading up on the power of thought and words, and it does make sense. Plus after personal experience going through this method, I feel that I'm starting to be able to move forward in life, helping myself heal through self improvement and self awareness. I do meditation too.

The facilitators will charge around RM250 per session. On my part, as I have taken an interest in spiritual healing, I feel their method also teaches me to help myself instead of depending on facilitators or healers. This depends on the proactiveness of the individual though, to learn how to be aware of their emotions and do self help for themselves.

If anyone's interested I'll give the link of the lady who does Isa Lindwall's releasing technique in Malaysia.
Other recommendations is to watch this movie "You can heal your life" by Louise Hay.