I feel suicidal…

If I were to write on paper now, I would be writing using blood from my wrist diluted with tears from my eyes…

Is falling in love with a teacher forbidden?

As far as I’m concerned… love is pure and innocent … what is so forbidden about love?

Some people say, time is able to wash away memories, neutralizes everything, but unfortunately it never faded mine.

This happened many years ago… but still as fresh as the morning dew I touched before dawn today…

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I was a brat, a rebel and a hopeless student.

That was how people described me, more so among teachers.

And I hate teachers. All of them. Each & every one of them.

“Mr Macadamia-Very-Crunchy” included.

(if u r reading this… … I’m so so sorry & missed u so very much…)

And I had wronged him in so many ways that when I realized I loved him, he started to hate me…

I always believed that as long as I was young, whatever I did could be pardoned… anything done in the name of “FUN” shouldn’t get me into trouble…

….but there was something called “WENT TOO FAR”…

And I had gone too far with Mr Macadamia…


He was my BM teacher. If he were my English teacher, he wouldn’t have deserve my respect coz my English didn’t require ANY teacher when I was in school…

And for BM, I had never respected the language at all…

Until I heard how beautifully Mr Macadamia put it in motion:

“Angin bersepoi-sepoi bahasa membelai wajah si gadis ayu…”

I felt soft breeze caressing my face…

“kicauan burung sayup-sayup kedengaran…”

Birds were chirping joyfully …

“BAMMM!!!”

I was startled and the beautiful scenery shattered into pieces…

“Pagi-pagi dah mengelamun!”

His text book just slammed my desk … he was smiling … the class burst into laughter…

I was not amused… I was embarrassed…

I want my revenge… I want blood….

So I plotted his downfall…
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zaman aku sekolah dulu di pulau pinang ada juga seorang budak perempuan, amoi cina yang amat suka pakai pakai baju kurung tapi nakal yang amat.. suka sangat intai-intai apa budak-budak lelaki buat kat belakang kelas... budak2 lelaki cina dok main judi segala macam judi pun diaorang nak cuba.. gila betul.. diaorang main judi, amoi tu asyik cuba nak masuk main je, dah anak orang kaya, diaorang sesuka hati je bertaruh duit kat belakang kelas..

budak-budak melayu kat belakang kelas pula berkumpul kat belakang kongsi citer blue porno punya bersepah dia bawa kat dalam beg sekolah tu, sekali masa amoi seorang ni cuba mengintai skodeng (aku pun tak faham dia nak sangat berkawan, nak cuba masuk dengan budak lelaki), dia nampak cd blue yang bersepah tu diaorang bawa.. terus dia kecut perut aku tengok.. tapi diaorang dah perasan amoi tu cuba mengintai, lepas tu ketua tokan blue tu cakap "tengok2 apa? <nama dia>", tiba2 selamba badak je dia patah balik budak laki tu cakap "u tengok perempuan punya, i tengok laki punya maa"... lepas tu selamba badak je dia p keluar kelas panggil kawan dia bagi alasan nak p bilik air.. aku tau dia dah kecut perut tu.. semenjak dari hari tu dah tak skodeng budak2 lelaki terus je jadi kuat belajar dan sekarang dah kerja kat salah satu syarikat IT terkemuka dunia.

banyak betul budak2 rosak kat sekolah tinggalan omputih tu.. cikgu tak boleh nak kawal langsung.. haishhh

panjang sangat
buat saya meluat
maaf saya tak dapat
nak beri pendapat

posting in hack3line thread

kalau nak orang baca.. tolong lah potong sikit kebodohan tulisan ini

beri pendapat
yang amat berat
sehingga meluat
rasa cam nak kerat

donut 1 post

panjang sangat dh mcm lirik lagu rap...

mana drill waiyan

1-seeing title.. oh, its hack's topic.
2-scroll..too long.
3-ah, there is pic. fap...
4-continue scroll..
5-post comment.
6-close tab, next topic.

mana part ko jadi naruto?

she still alive ?

hack..ko ni minat amoi sangat sampai gila dah

woi hack3line ko still contact x amoi tu???

i made out with one boy......hmm regret it lollllll........

kerat jgn lah dibuat
dibuat nanti tak berkat
masyarakat semua laknat
nanti ka juga kena lipat

10 11 12 tiga belas
nak berpantun ,aku sudah malas

does it hurt?

aku cuba membaca di pagi ha-ri
mencari zat isi rahsia yang tersembu-nyi
namun panjang sekali ku tidak mampu dibelek
kepala ku dah jam, cari thread yg ada tetek

This post has been edited by zamanjaafar: Jan 31 2011, 05:51 AM

so , akibat skodeng , ko jadi pandai dan berkerjaya ? applies to girls only