oh...ure still adjusting to the world of singlehood. Im in this world for nearly 4 years edi. i know what ure going through. It hurts when you really need someone n that someone's not there.

physically here but heart is not.. so its sad...

im from penang, moved to kl for work, then moved to melaka - and stranded

LDR does suck.....but its the best test yet for every people who are in a relationship. Take it as a whole new level to loyalty, trust, sincerity, endurance and communication. I was in one a few times. Though yea, its from the net, but eventually to real life, then to LDR. It only becomes really sucky when you're the only fool who's loyal enough. Fool, but a good fool. =) But it helps you to understand yourself better. For me, Ive passed the test thrice, and I know how far I am loyal to someone. =) I still keep her pen that she engraved my name on it.
Not workaholic lor. When you see my appearence then you'll know why.

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Added on December 14, 2010, 3:32 am

oh mai...sound like...ermmm....heart has numbed up...

i moved here for him... 100% of my things from KL all here... rship has been bad... *read the above.. so i feel stranded, no friends already coz lost touch with them for few years... stay in the room all the time... and face the laptop 24/7 for work..

I can understand how u feel dear.... even though u go out and have friends, there are those times huh...

I hate those "times"

But u know, even when i go out with friends, hang out, go clubbing i still feel lonely.. 

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Added on December 14, 2010, 3:36 am

i doubt he appreciates rather takes advantage of my love, but what to do... its a decision i made for the both of us.. im just trying to make things work for all the better..

but yeah, even though he may be next to me, i miss him *if u know what i mean

yea...i get ur meaning. =) well...r'ship always comes down to the 4 elements, trust, understanding, sincerity and communication. Break one, you break all. In this case, he's not sincere in the relationship, thus the taking advantage of it comes in.
u have to see from both sides, ur parents just probably dont want u to be hurt from a LDR. Its not easy, but if you both can pull it through, ure better than most of the couples around. My case was the other half's family told me that im too nice, but they did tell me that if she's sick and so on...its not easy for me as i am not there. =(

well, your right... there are, but put it this way, i am not allowed to be friends with them.. sucks right.. but i dont mind.. its just disappointing that things has took a turn, a drastic one in fact hence after my decision to come here.. it was decided between the both that it was for the better that we move here together but he was the one that turned his back now..

Oh my.. been there... Im a malay mix with chinese.. used to date chinese men before... and i had 3 incidents where the family was very crude to me..
Hell from the parents!

That's the worst....religion. If religion were not to exist....we'll be filled with lust, glutton, hatred, and doing all the wrong things. Then again, its also a big issue when it comes to relationship. =( Luckily Im an atheist. =) But true....most of the time when they say its not an issue, it actually is.
Im also malay mix chinese, but im baba la. Lol....still malay blood but i'd call it ancient malay.

Ahh... well indeed the parents would be nice to us during the first few rounds.. then, when they see things are getting serious between their son and us.. they will start being protective...

3 my dear, they even called me on the phone and told me to leave their son, 1 even halau me out of the house... ---> in the 2nd year rship...

Hahaha babe! Sama ler we both.. but I finally open up to Malay... its not being racist or what... i used to mingle around Chinese since young till working..

So erm, hence I thought about the future of my kids, and for my ownself.. I gave myself a chance to date a Malay and now he is my 1st Malay bf...

Well, dont give up hope dear.. there are some that are accepting.. I had one chinese ex, his parents were very nice to me, very accepting, but things did not work out between us, early college years la rite...  but now he is already married to a Malay girl.. and well, happily ever after i wud say...

So dont give up hope ok...

well...that's harsh. chinese family are quite strict when their children are with a partner from a different religion. Mainly Muslim cuz its a very strict religion.

eh...im confused....all 3 of us are mix....but u guys(ladies) are muslim aren't ya? Cuz Im not muslim as Im Baba. So....yea. Haha.

Muslim by IC... baba still chinese right..

Heart broken la of coz... but then, put a thick face lor.. as long as my bf is ok with the both of us.. but in the end, i guess he got quite stressed out, so we broke up due to it

yeap....im chinese. was a buddhist, but some ppl think that buddist is a religion but i take it as a teaching. =) Ure muslim by IC...? Hmm....come to think of it, my friend also is a chinese mix malay but in IC she's chinese as she follows her dad. She converted to full Muslim when she was young though.
yea....my family is in one. cuz my big brother's with a gadis. parents were furious. but for me, its good, at least we are kind of back to where our forefathers were. hahaha.