hihi~

my ex hates me. my ex hates me. I think he hates me. i don't know what to do. i think he thinks i'm a selfish hypocrite pretentious innocent looking girl. i really don't know what to do. i feel like theres nothing i can do to clear any misunderstandings. i don't even dare to update anything online. I don't even dare to appear online in msn. i don't know what to do T___T

you can start to like me for a change.

skypie say i lame wor 
i know =X

It's Lamb Loin =.="

i can't talk to my friends. my friends hate him idk why. they would talk bad things about him and they don't even know him. I always try to tell them that he's not what they think.

and then one of my the guy that like me went and scold him saying that he yelled at me. he did raised his voice at me before. maybe to him it's not to the extend of yelling but it really hurts that time. i cried and cried about it. and my ex thought i'm telling made up stories to all my friends.

he said [my name] your innocent is preserved, congratulations. (@green that's how i know he hates me btw)

i feel like so sad so disappointed when i heard it. all these times i try to defend him and he misunderstood me. i don't know. i really feel really sad you know. i don't know. i just feel like what i've been doing all these time was stupid. i figured out the best way is to just let him think what he wants about me. but it just really hurts. i don't even dare to appear anywhere near him.

how many ex u have D:

many people look like me, i dunno why

nola most ugly is me d 

yeah i actually figured out that i just let it be. its just really... bad.
i prefer not to answer >< you got the typical chinese guy face. with glasses sommor. hahaha.
why ><

      ok i go 14th floor nao

i don't know why i just care. the whole world can misunderstand me but i just feel really pain when he is the one. i just never thought he would think of me like that. but i guess he should be angry also. I mean all my friends blame him for what happened. I understand i think...

  little little /wrist. like little chinese girl only.
omg u just remind me i have to study 
sounds like my friend. T___T AHH thank you people. i feel better. i guess the way he thinks about me can't be changed already. he's always a headstrong person. and hes very cute that way. well not now. =/

i also very cute     

are u a guy or gal...............  

u post la 

gooding

from Batu Pahat? srsly

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Added on December 15, 2010, 10:57 am
later i post unker pic ok