my parents like kids a lot...If I got kid, I going to leave them with my parents for education and financial....I just cannot afford..or else I dun want kids, let the continue the family generation surname by my two younger brothers..They are teacher white collar, teaching tuition should earn a lot more than me...

that is why from very begining of the thread when I post, u see I put drink water eat bread, eat porridge, etc..

I am actually an non-exempt blue collar technician working in a factory, a small potato. I usually deal with operators, cleaner, etc. I no see sun just work work and more work. I struggling work a lot, few partime job just like Ah Kau, OT, only can get RM2800 per month. I am just like Ah Kau a stupid dog where other look down at me even I do some part time job.

http://www.skorcareer.com/malaysia-eng/ent.../ahkaustory.htm

I am sad when ppl look down on the part time job that I suggest/ I do one...To me it is still hardwork , I earn an honest earning...

Why must ppl look down on part time job such as baby sitting, wash car, walk the dog, repairing computer, take wedding photograph, etc? From hobby/ experience put to practical use to earn some hard earn money....even if u bake cookies or cakes and sell during festive season, or sell homegrown vege at morning market is an extra part time income lo..it still generate $

That is why everyone, relatives, colleague know - they do not expect much from me. Don't talk about birthday those asking me to pay/belanja where got money? If wedding I give angpow RM30, they understand too, colleague engineer usually treat me makan, coz they understand too I low pay basic struggling to stay alive. My mom and dad also understand they do not ask money from me coz they got property to collect rentals.

Do you think it is human for them to take $ from me? Just like stealing money from the beggar bowl.
I am bring up in a very poor family. I last time stay in single storey hse, father is a boiler at factory. I got used to life eating white porridge with kicap. Mom went market buying left over veges etc and cook as meal.

Even today I practise going to Giant buying RTC - Reduce to clear , almost expired food.