Logically I think we will just disappear and gone forever. You'll be no one any more.

But Id like to give myself hope to see god or catch up with people who had gone before me.

I wish I've done enough good deeds to be allowed to step into heaven lol. This is what I've learned from the church's Sunday classes I've attended when I'm young.

But I'm a Buddhist myself, they say we will receive the punishment of all the sins we have done, after we have served them all, we will be reborn and repeat the cycle again. Not my type of ending but it serves a purpose of not letting yourself to commit sins.

But what worries me more is before death. I wish I can let go and go peacefully.