nom nom nom nom~

morning,
breakfast today roti kaya, 3 in 1 nestum.

of cos u will be out of town, ur special day ma...    
hehehe...
enjoy it well ok...

have fun!!!

Nasi Lemak with Rendang Chicken!!! 

Morning anyways to everyone...

lol i had nasi lemak with rendang chicken too just with additional eggs / cucumber and squids.. home madee

Very cham, office renovate again. Cannot free online la.. Sob. Anything urgent pls me

so good. no need to work/study can go K in the middle of the day.

so sad, i miss my son but i felt my leg is heavy to take the step to see him.

few days ago, i was brought some milk to his mother, i din go in. i just stand there passing the item to her. i wish i can go in but i did not in the end. when i was about to leave, i saw my son standing at the window looking at me. yet, i din not do anything but just drive away. i was wonder if he know i am his father or not. maybe he is too young to know but wonder if he know this guy is someone he knew yet stranger. for past 3 months, i seldom see him, not even weekend but just lock myself in room. i thinking is this is the best way to keep their life peacefully ? his mum once told me that she don wish anyone to disturd the child life as she herself who bring him up. she don wanna anyone ruin her effort. i was angry but in some sense i think she is right too. this is why i still struggling what to do. my mum told me i shouldnt be like that, i should see the son frequently even tho the marriage is ruined. i there is a time i tell myself to stay away from them maybe good for them. but i do miss him. i may have wrong not to save the marriage from being ruined. i just wish to minimize the impact to the kids. i hope i can be a fren than a father to him. i am not living with him, i don know what can i do besides bringing him out, buy him toys. i do really wish that i can spend few days time with him. At least to eat, sleep, watch tv, play, bath, bring him to the place i grown up, let him know his relative. hard hard hard.

sorry, personal blog of mine despite meeting new frens. pass by only

Hi everyone, Lynix just have car crash(he's safe but the car's not) so he won't be joining today and Sunday's gathering..

just the front part of the car only...around 1k like tat...my salary habis liao

ya and nobody even bother.
in the end, maybe only both of us go only. no one will fight for the mics jor which is a very good thing to us. 

morning to everyone. oh wait it's afternoon jor.