kids is too young to be asked right now.

love, care, attention is the thing i don know how to give.

i think 1st things i must do is the selfishness. sometimes i felt jealous to see my kids cling on my parent-in-law, wife. jealous that i cant have the time to do that, my parents don have chance to do that. my parent love me the most, cant deny they will also love my kids the most as well. but i unable to do that. i cant even bring kids back to them, let them to pamper the kids.

its true that i am responsible to wreak this family, what i feel i need to do is let the kid feel he actually has a father. even tho, he cant remember what he has done before age of 5 , but he will definateltly asked why i am wasnt in any pic during childhood.

i am not staying with him right now. even tho i still can see him, bring him out, but there is still a lot of things i will missed. how he sleep, how he bath, how he doing homework ....

is doing this will be good to him ? or i just think too much ? in the end, when he grown up, having frens, pretty gf, will he still wanna care if i ever cared for him ?

my fren said i think too much. i am wrong but definately can do some mending.

bcos i still don know what is the right steps to move on. i need some time,feedback from frens and parents.

when u grow older, u will realise your life isnt yours anymore. up to certain age, u are actually living on others demand, feeling and feedback. just like ppl said, u r selfish to commit suicide becos life isnt yours, its belong to anyone who care about u.

i am smoker, sure need to smoke. but sked someone don like it. time and date i cant confirm yet, if i coming i will probably bring another male colleague too.

u in my RM9.99 list already ma. top up another cent can see movie liao.

i confirmed u is auntie lioa.

saturday 3-5 is ok for me. i need to ask if my colleague ok or not.

she talk like auntie.

when u wanna settle down ?

well experienced uncle, no wonder haven married.

emo song #1 : Alan Tam - Yat Shang Zhong Zoi Oi.

50 ? enjoy ur single life then.

yes, i encourage u to meet me, see me, understand me.

if ur ideal partner is somehow 1% alike with me, better dump him.

summary, if u see someone that is similar to me, forget the idea of developing relationships with him.

men are like wine ?

those with a big tummy arent sexy at all. i got got a big tummy.

we are keyborad warrior

talk only, no do

i only have one no screen nokia, dual color only sms, call enabled phone.

yeah men. uncle no need these.
got toy for kids one ? exibition only ? get selling any toys ? thinking of getting some toys for my kids. iziit expensive ? credit can use ?

5th floor is ballroom or spa already ahh ? long time din go ady

she is not what u think yo.

no, but whenever got my reply, u will showed up.

wanna lure u out only.

seems no one free this sat. i have great things to share with u guys.

u come u know

u mean movie or yum cha ?

movie i ady told i not joining.

yum cha ffk cos i need to work.

don worry, i will be another 95 kg in the group.

im ok for tomoro yum cha. tonight also ok if anyone want.

i left 50 bucks only i also ok. nobody nobody but jew

im ok for tonight or tomoro yum cha

who is the two guys ?

no girls then don wan also.

i need to go out and relax, today met few unfortunate things.

on the brisk of losing job, someone who cares me, inside pocket only left 50 for a execute level 27 years old guy working in lagest company in the world. so pathetics.

u asking me i assume. lrt, parking, tapao food, tuesday only payday. dammit. luckly i got left spagetti and ramli burger

tonite no one yum cha ?