cuz morning i swim at sunway..den thinking can go straight after tat..

jus now i ate gcb mcd burger..hehe

life is too short to waste to hating someone. i apologise for what i have done to u and u. please give me a chance to make worst things best, if u see this.

u talking to ur ex wife? she is lyn member oso?

y u dun appreciate wen u have her? y now onli regret?

today i saw two girl at lrt downblouse. not my fault, i think they purposely one. they knew they wearing deep V but still wanan bow in front of me. i wan to apologise and wish to buy them lunch.

what toking u ?

Kids wont remember much before they are 5 years old I guess. I think you should ask what your kids wish for than what your kid's mum wish for. We still do not know your story though >_<

My niece cling on me like dear life and everytime we go out, people ask me questions as if I am the mum >_<

From the eyes of the kid - We are their whole world and they put their 100% trust and love to us, just as much as we provide to them. They ain't as complicated as our job or us as adult.

All they need now is love, care & attention (besides food, clothes, transportation and a roof to cover them). Society pollutes them.

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Added on July 21, 2010, 3:41 pmSorry, was a bit busy lately. I am still around

This post has been edited by PrettyAwesome: Jul 21 2010, 03:41 PM

hi!

kids is too young to be asked right now.

love, care, attention is the thing i don know how to give.

i think 1st things i must do is the selfishness. sometimes i felt jealous to see my kids cling on my parent-in-law, wife. jealous that i cant have the time to do that, my parents don have chance to do that. my parent love me the most, cant deny they will also love my kids the most as well. but i unable to do that. i cant even bring kids back to them, let them to pamper the kids.

its true that i am responsible to wreak this family, what i feel i need to do is let the kid feel he actually has a father. even tho, he cant remember what he has done before age of 5 , but he will definateltly asked why i am wasnt in any pic during childhood.

i am not staying with him right now. even tho i still can see him, bring him out, but there is still a lot of things i will missed. how he sleep, how he bath, how he doing homework ....

is doing this will be good to him ? or i just think too much ? in the end, when he grown up, having frens, pretty gf, will he still wanna care if i ever cared for him ?

my fren said i think too much. i am wrong but definately can do some mending.

Zzzzz, then why the f*ck are you still whining here??? Do something quick before you regret, i'm sure you'll know best about what solution you can take

bcos i still don know what is the right steps to move on. i need some time,feedback from frens and parents.

TRIAL N ERROR,

u think we all here know what is the right stuff for us?

just do it!

Just follow your heart and live your own life.
Don't keep expecting other people to plan your life for you.

Inception is a very good movie. I dun mind watch the 2nd time if some1 buy me the tix.

is ok, she will PM me soon.

u are making some1 angry

Exactly la dammit!!!

i oledi treat u last time liao lor..

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Added on July 22, 2010, 7:12 amu wan smoke? ok we will sit outdoor! BOMBOMKING, saturday u come in makeup!!! hahaha

This post has been edited by Kayc Low: Jul 22 2010, 07:12 AM

uh ~ uh ~...
really ar?
alamak...sorry la...

but u didn't treat me wor lol...

when u grow older, u will realise your life isnt yours anymore. up to certain age, u are actually living on others demand, feeling and feedback. just like ppl said, u r selfish to commit suicide becos life isnt yours, its belong to anyone who care about u.

i am smoker, sure need to smoke. but sked someone don like it. time and date i cant confirm yet, if i coming i will probably bring another male colleague too.

u in my RM9.99 list already ma. top up another cent can see movie liao.

That's why many ppl prefer to stay single nowadays and move away from family. Having the freedom to do anything without ppl nagging or about the consequences. But when you found the right one or when you have your own family, you will realise (hopefully) what is unconditional love and why sacrifices are worth it. In the end, I don't think anyone wants to grow old alone >_<

P.S. Others are also living in your demand, feeling and feedback too.


2 MORE DAYS TO WEEKEND! YEAH~~~~~~~

i confirmed u is auntie lioa.

love always comes in condition, thats my believe.

ur parents love u, so u can make them proud and secure their older time.

ur lovers love u, so u are solely belongs to them

ur friends love u, so they expect u to show up every yum cha session to cheer them up

ur boss love u, so u work until like a cow to please them.

what else