speaking of loneliness,,,,sigh

i left my hp uncharged for 2 days, charged it 2day. Turned it on and surprise surprise, no messages/calls or anything for 2days

life's such i guess

busy going here and there with mom and bro. Tired but at least not lonely ths weekend. 2ml onwards, its the same cycle

was at home, so there was no need for my family to contact me.

so it pretty much proved tht apart from my parents and uni friends (only when they need sumthing), no one else contacts me much

yo bear, true...2 days and i find nothing on my hp ...im so insignificant to everyone

hahahaha,,, for the past two yrs, msges/calls are only from my parents/bro/some uni friends...HP is like just a clock/watch for movie now

hullo piopio



well during skool days at least i had more people messaging me kids,lolx

tht time i used to be like on the phone till late night.

Now i hardly even notice where's my hp,,, stark differences of then and now and how life moves on within 5 years

This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Apr 4 2010, 11:33 PM

on you

and we'll be left to wash the dishes in return







This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Apr 5 2010, 12:11 AM

u people huh, ish ish

damn sad,,,when my friends need my help, they are all damn nice, when i need their help, they are all mia

well thanks for the offer, at least a stranger who knows me only virtually is willing to help.

well there's this report we need to do, and yeah i did like 70% of it and emailed my friends (like 5 of them) 2 days bk. The rest 30% my friend said she'll do it and email me. Well i never did receive it nor did she bother responding to my queries. Probably she went to sleep early (like 6 mins after posting sumthing on FB) and maybe she forgot about her promise to mail me Well at least thats how im consoling myself. Well she might have even asked someone else to mail the 30% to her and ignored me totally.

I can do it myself but then it proofs all they want is ur help and they are not bothered about you as an individual.

thankx

SC members are here to hear ur grievance

well tht happens to me too in group assignments But this is an individual report. Early this sem, it was a deal tht 5 of us will contribute to it to help reduce all our burden. So it was suppose to be like someone contribute every week. Some over contributed whilst some never contributed.
To be frank, im not even an achiever compared to all of them but then they are all opportunists i would say. All they care is about getting not giving.

What makes me sadder is that the person whom im referring to is my "best" friend in uni. But then again she's been the type who tries to hide things that could give her an edge over me. She usually gets things from others but hardly shares it until i ask her. I get to know from the source who gives her stuffs and they would be like "she din email u"

Sad right when ur friend does tht to u.

true

u simply wanna make others curious is it

true indeed. But at times i wish i was more cruel instead of kind. I always end up with people who are basically leeches. Thankfully i still have some friends from my schooling days whom i can count on. But in uni, its hard to find one who's truly genuine.

awww

move on, they are better ppl out there

i've been there, rejection is always sad and makes u wonder what's wrong with urself... Especially when someone rejects u after giving u hopes for years and then realising he/she doesnt find u attractive enough

good luck then

Just keep ur options open in case it never works out

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Added on April 5, 2010, 1:09 amtalking about bosses, thankfully i've had good experiences b4. Alwiz liked my bosses (except for one) and till today they all keep in touch with me

This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Apr 5 2010, 01:09 AM

well some find it hard to obey to ppl younger...Well thts their problem

thx, rarely hear tht coz its not true

nite nite

pictures means nothing well at least my looks is what made someone reject me after playing with my feelings for 3 yrs +