I wont blame anyone though, it was all my decision at the end of the day.

That depends on what im offered with. To be honest im okay with anything tht pays me well (note-legal jobs only) Infact i think im good in PR/writing or anything tht requires IQ and general knowledge. I have to admit i think differently from people which is troublesome at times

Well it wasnt my idea but someone told me i would excel in it, it requires thinking and bla bla bla. I just followed blindly. I was only 16++ then, too naive.
But at the end it was all theoretical and memorizing which im totally bad at
I had dreams of studying in some ivy league in uk/us , pursuing english language/english lit/journalism/political science. I visioned myself working with UN/CNN/BBC/Nat geo I thought of going into social service stuffs and helping people in rural parts of the world, defending human rights and bla bla bla. My parents thought it was totally crazy and they knew im bold when i write. They were more afraid of me making enemies and ending up in ISA My mom says i write by my emotions instead of logic. Indian family's typial thinking- medicine but then i refused coz i din want my parents to end up being penniless So i just listened to the only viable suggestion i got

This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Mar 28 2010, 02:48 AM

But i would say my parents never forced me into anything though. Today that they realise i am good at what i like, they have like sort of understood me. I guess they were just afraid their only daughter would get herself into trouble During schooling years itself i started writing on political stuffs and they got scared of it i guess, hahaha

But few days back, my mom totally told me sumthng tht i like- she told me to work in any field i like and not to listen to anyone or not to bother about any negative comments i might get for choosing to work out of my field

Most of the time thats what they really want. Trust me 30/40 years down the road, they might think back of what would have gave them the most pleasure

Im pretty much religious but religious in my own way. I believe in God totally but i do not follow things blindly. I often question things that im asked to follow and only practise what i think makes sense to me. As i said i think too much and thus question a lot too. And often, people dont like that nature.

But i've got to say i am here today thankfully due to my parents hardwork. They never got the chance to go to college and thus made sure both their kids achieve it I have seen some of my cousins totally waste their time and parents money by enjoying life without no aims or goals

they would never understand

It doesnt bug me though coz i find it amusing to irritate people with questions tht i know they cant answer

Good for you at least u know what ur following and believing in. Many do not really know what they are believing in. I come from a religious family though. My uncle is a monk and thus its pretty much expected that i follow my religious teachings without questioning much But my brother and i turned out to be different, lolx. We question a lot and we love talking on things like ths, on whats logical and whats not. Some times, my extremely pious cousins get sick of trying to brain wash me

Tight family? Lolx i guess its far from that. right now its just okay i guess.

Previously it was a bumper car ride - up and down and the rhythm goes on and on, went through tough times as my parents have large families in their own respective sides. Thats why sometimes to me, despite the fact blood is thicker than water, u need water to keep the blood flowing~~friends means a lot to me.

But im very close to my brother as we are twins so that accounts to an extremely tight bro-sis relationship

This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Mar 28 2010, 03:11 AM

lolx

it makes me wonder, why jerome?

thts like so nice...Guess it would have been a great experience for u being overseas whilst u were young.

My name being freaking simple, is often pronounced wrongly

Do u have regrets of returning to malaysia? or do u wish u could have the best of both worlds

Nopes, would go there sumday i guess...

Usually people are most comfortable with where they grew up as a kid

Lolx ,, different ppl with different options in life

i am an owl i can go on without sleeping , lox

why do u stay up till the wee hours?

toda erika - where do u study?

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Added on March 28, 2010, 3:46 ammost of my frens went to bed from 8.30 pm as they are supporting earth hour

This post has been edited by cutejams2004: Mar 28 2010, 03:46 AM

lolx lots of chores there

btw this is like the only time u have posted serious stuff apart from the usual spammer aka troll like posts

ooh, cyber?

u were being a dimwit in some threads,,,u act totally biased at some point