...... hardly as in 'control macho'
i dun think anything , coz i 'm also hard to cry

pew pew are a pwetty gal

oooo i see, i'm dun know chinese / hokkien / kantonis or any chinese dialect

duno what reason, control macho or wat. just very hard to drop tears.

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Added on March 10, 2010, 11:56 pmis a not chinese / hokkien / kantonis dialect. is a name
nvm la later i get captain obvious award.

This post has been edited by toda_erika_II: Mar 10 2010, 11:57 PM

@ toda : heheh guess i gotta learn /k/ dialect laa
: i guess normal ppl hard to cry... unless it;s like control macho

oh..i'm very hard to cry. sometimes i think am i emotionless lol

erm sure meh

sure what?

sure emotionless?..
i guess i was until someone dear passed away..
when i just looked at her in coma....i couldn't say anything
when she just laying dead... my tears rolled down.. i couldn't control
i wasn't sad, i can still smile but i cannot control the tears..

the feeling i have: nostalgic, despair, empty, relief, stress, angry, etc (alamak, all negative one )
but don't have "very scare, miss someone until cry, reluctant to say goodbye until cry, grandparents passed away i dont feel anything

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Added on March 11, 2010, 12:07 amdoes that make my heart like a stone?

This post has been edited by toda_erika_II: Mar 11 2010, 12:07 AM

ermm u're not close to ur grands?

no. wonder what's close to them feeling is like. i miss the chance to be good grandchild.

This post has been edited by toda_erika_II: Mar 11 2010, 12:09 AM

... hahah,... ok my bedtime laa

can open blog geh..compete with stickgal

stickgal? O_o

so quiet tonite

stickgal so famous leh. i love her blog. hi putty. why putty? what's putty?

Well, it's like that