But training is addictive, or so I've found. It feels good to be fit, especially since my office job is sedentary. I see all these ugly people around me: More fat than muscle, bad clothes, bad shoes, lousy haircut, oily faces, and low metabolic rate. I, OTOH, feel invincible. My muscles are capable of real work, I am well-coordinated, testosterone is high(er), metabolism too, etc. A different creature.

I have been training irregularly in the last months, but I've always returned to training. How can I not? After a while of not working out, I feel soft and lethargic and pathetic and weak. I always return to training. I think it will be for life.