reporting in, i am single now.. just broke off totally from my gf.. my bad and i deserve it. Hope i can get over it soon. Will try to get her back anyway.. but wont be so soon as the hurt i gave her was quite deep..

actually, since long time ago already got problem but i never realized it, when she do this do that, i will not happy, becos i feels like i am not doing it with her, i am unhappy and sometimes angry her. Becos it was a long distance relationship. Then the first time she didnt say break, but instead she said give her 1 or 3 months to rest, she wanna back to single life first, then see how later. But i was too sad becos i dont know what to do without her.. it is a 4 years relationship... Then i pretend sick, very very serious.. and actually my diary has been hacked, and my whole shit went exposed by some unknown hacker, what we did last year. Ya, we have some intimate relationship, you know what it is anyway. Then the thing expose to her sister and uncle, then boom, my cover went off. During the period, i was like abit threaten her about if she didnt what then i will tell who who, but i was just saying, becos the real thing is, i keep covering the thing for her, like the hacker did ask for some money thru paypal, and keep the hacker occupied so he or she wont do shit. And when this thing was known by her uncle and sister, then they went to ask my teacher and my cover went off.. So i was very sad, i should have waited for the time, not keep pushing her.. i still love her.. but i dont know how to save it back anymore, i only hope 1 day she will forget all this and i can rechase her back. But then, i learned so much from this incident... Just hope god will give me 1 more chance.. just 1 last chance..

Yeah... unlucky me.. any tips to get her back? i guess she is quite hate me currently.. all i can do is to find out the hacker and stop it asap. But then, i scare newspaper got them..

lol.. kk np.. maybe i should just wait time pass 1st..