swt..why night time count u out ler...?

dunno y...
i have this type of scary thingy...
where got once...i break up with my ex bf after 3times of being together...
i break up with him when i was form 5 then he beg me to be with him, even asked his frens to call me & talk to me so that i wont break with him...
then after SPM, we were together also....as loving like normal couple...
then my best frens & frens know him ady lor as i always go out, n my bf sometimes bring me go yum cha, then from there my female BEST fren (2persons) know my ex bf...
then 1 day, i found out that my BEST friend named "s" started like calling my bf out, only they two..which was like, i at home then S working then he called my ex bf to
fetch her home...i didnt know about this till i argue with my bf and he ter-split it out...
got once even worse...S told me she got no transport to go home..then i & my ex bf was at cheras i think, then we rushed back to fetch her home from work, but reached
till there, S told me "since when i call u to fetch me? i got transport go home lah" ....i was at the like WTHell is happening? call me up say no transport then after that dowan
to go home...fine...
then after that i & my ex break up jor...he promised / told me he will nv love S....
just that yesterday, i went to lunch n dinner with the companion of my college fren with my dear...and i used her phone to call my dear as my phone no credit, cant find
place to reload...then i scared she will do that to my dear / she will contact my dear...n i also scared my dear will entertain her..then leave me...that is y i nv like to show
my bf to my frens..i really scared the same thing will happen again
how?
'cow if dont wan to drink water how you force also it wont drink,i the cow want drink water how you force them not to drink they also will drink'