I'm single again~ Wow, it just felt like riding over a roller coaster, sad+happy, mixed up....

I still love my ex but doesn't expect her love in return lo... Hurt me damn enough, gone off with another guy... maybe same religion ba.

Glad I already over it, but my STPM trial almost eat egg edi.

You know, I break up with my ex, 2 months before STPM trial, suey, most of the time , i seek help ,advice from friend, don't read at all, its not i don want to read, I can't... I was top 4 in my class, now sure being laughter by other ppl...

No...people who dono will laugh, say like this>>>oh ya, this ppl ego, now get stupid result, padan muka.... Its hard...

Understand.

Nowadays I just care about myself lo, whole month didn't really talk much to class de ppl. All the time mostly doing things I want. Of coz got burn midnight oil lo, last minute. my feeling oni get stable last week, at least can eat some banana and open book reading.

Many teacher asked me why... but I just blow the wind away lo, says im okay. my parent all out station oso. But one malay teacher at least understand my situation, lol got shocked~ she said I finally back, out of DAP(dalam alam percintaan), I almost cry and wanna hug her at that time... still, old words lo, school relationship is not mature and not recommended....

Now my feeling is already stable d lo, I'll try my best... for STPM 4As, prove to everyone i can do it.

will treat myself good good 1st, comfortable d, rest rest before start going on luu...