Why you want the closed beta keys so bad?".

i have been playing dota for around 2 and half years...and i heard about HoN,so i look it up on youtube and saw it was like dota,i got shocked.and i know if i like dota i will like HoN more than dota...and atm its my hoildays so i will be on it sooo much...and i really wanna wanna play it....