Im tied down by my parents but lately i gained their trust more as i don't lie to them anymore.
They used to refrain me from going out at night but now isnt a problem for me as long as im back b4 12pm. AND i intro my friends to them.

Well, i used to be super sticky to him last time. Cook for him bring to his office n find him teman him eat lunch. However after one Holiday tragedy he broked up with me for he said he cant accept who m i n etc... It hurt me so badly and since that day i tried to make my everyday busy and Meaningful. I started to spend more time with my friends( realizing how fun it is !!) , doing house chores and attending more youth activities and photoshooting. However, those shooting are decent ones and I DONT "T CLUB at all~~ I find my life more cheerful and filled up.

He proposed me back, I still love him ! but i said give me time ... This time i said yes cuz he was so nice to me back ~~ N this time is his turn bring sticky... He's sticky is controlling...
Well, Now im tied down to my bf that dont allow me to photoshoot , and if go out with friends didnt tell him he'll get pissed off and crazy.
He thinks i behave like a kid and simply go out alone with another guy (which are practically my friends and closed ones not those i simply meet)
and he thinks i just dont have the awareness of danger  and he has  to keep my eyes on u everytime (Which he doesnt always cuz he's busy working for our future~)

SHOULD I USE THE SAME WAY of how i gain trust from my parents?
I wont give up in this relationship. Break up is the lamest excuse... but i can say..Im TIRED n SAD

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THERE IS ONE MOMENT WHERE IS WASNT POSSESIVE N CONTROLLING
I saw his thread and now i know... At that time he was in Love with another girl and had more interest in that stranger.
And Thus, I was neglected... now i understand~

TS seem to have some history of lack truthfulness which put a dented mark to your parents heart.
However that's another story

TS
If you really think your bf have transformed to be a control freak that chain your freedom, then he should be. If i'm in your bf shoes, no way I would allow my gf to do photoshoot aka modelling. You may furious to blame me being childish or immature but your bf & me know that modelling world is very dark. The glamour life, the attraction, the fame will make one life gone haywire eventhough you plea that ur willheart as strong as a nun. Don't insist telling everyone that the photoshot activities just for amateur purpose but once the photo land onto a modelling agency and at the same time it strike the jackpot, it would be nightmare for your bf.
Secondly....not every guy have a very strong and supporting will to see their love one hanging out alone with another guy. Even though going out with few frens also make them think twice.

The best point about your bf is he love and care for you more after a hiccup

Hope your tiredness will lead you the joy of happiness in future.

Well, im his 1st Gf and he thinks is he more matured than me while i'm a baby~ He told me i'll forever be a baby in his eyes.
I'd prove to him i was independant to work n study and live my life without him strongly. But now we're back he still treat me like a baby.

Well, he's super conservative even more than my MUM !!! She likes him cuz she thinks he can control me n changed me . Indeed im changed but its not bcuz of him. It's bcuz i did it for myself. Its been long i'd never declared that im back with my ex...Im afraid duno when he'll break up with me again~~ he broke up with me 3 times...hope no more number 4....

he said break up is to teach me a lesson for not obeying him~

FUnny mer?? Its like mother teaching daughter a lesson~~ Hmmmm

More like a threat

You should teach him a lesson by giving him a cold shoulder. Let him panic awhile and see what will he do.

Don't let a guy take control of your life. Its yours. Do what you enjoy best.

Hmm actully now im being cold to him as im busy with things and kinda weird feeling... I Lost my heart n interest~
But all i know its just temporary and soon i'll find it back...

WHAT a coincidence.....

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Added on June 3, 2009, 2:56 pmIts not totally his fault though...... He's still nice in other ways.
He can sit few hours of train n bus to come find me.
He can make cocktail drinks for me.
He folded 520 stars in less than a week for me.
He scold me so that i can have more self control.
He dont fight back when i hit him.
He buys expensive skin care products for me when my face got many pimples.
Although he sick he will still come teman me.
He loves me a lot and cares for me more than any other guys on earth.

But, when i make his mood bad, then he'll change and be cold...

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Added on June 3, 2009, 2:59 pmI FEEL VERY HURT U ALL SAY SO MANY BAD THINGS ABOUT HIM.....