poetic? but apparently not good enough. lol.


lol. goodnight

i try but i cant la.

not good enough. really. i wish i was better.

so tht the words i say or used can change everything tht has happen

lol. write something? im too numb with despair n grief now. maybe some other time aite.

y arent u sleeping tho?

ah i see. assignments.

goodluck tho. =)

jamien... *hugs*

cos i dunno wat else to say. im dead numb la

im feeling numb. a little. and i light headed. i felt tht i have use up all my energy. dunno y.

i had another nightmare just now again, i woke up and i just cannot take it anymore. but thank god my frens was there for me.

sigh.. but i'l be ok. no worries aite.

come, i take care of you

make sure ur dead and still as a corpse.

=.= holy water doesnt work la.

i need to rip ur body into pieces and burn u. lol

really? man.. thts long lar... =(

cheesyyyy.. =)

i havent been to anywhere. lol

maybe its too soon to be askin,"how r u now"

nightmares? *nod solemly* had twice everyday atleast. its like a treat to die for

u havent seen mine. u be peeing in ur sheets. =.=

nooooooo.. immortality . r u the vanhelsing type of vampire or the twilight type of vampire? lol

is the same thing every fukking time. waking up, panting and gasping for breath and sometimes there;s tears.

err.. not really. i cant really recall. unless the fact tht i loss my step sis when i was like 7 and later tht had a visit from the angel of death or something. =.=

is the same thing la. i dun know how to quite explain it. cos it varies.
sigh... but its ok. i'm allright

meh.. is this all from ur sleep assignments? tht ur suppose to do. sleeping disorder i think.

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Added on June 4, 2009, 9:40 pmwaitaminute.

vampire cant get sick also. haha

This post has been edited by SerenityCalling: Jun 4 2009, 09:40 PM

got exam right?

it used to stop when he was there. but it started again. so.. i dunno really

=.= haha.. then u go find ur victim lar

eh. how u know im call chrissy?

i ish freeee. havent start college yet

revolves around, ppl is out to get me, hurt me, ect ect.. basically is not all candyland or sweets or flower blossoms like. is all nightmare with despair, grief,regrets ect ect

ah i see. ok lar. good luck for ur exam.

go do ur things la k =)

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Added on June 4, 2009, 10:05 pmhaha. how bout u just suck me, suck me until i am dry. and then die.

This post has been edited by SerenityCalling: Jun 4 2009, 10:05 PM

u did?

errr.. is either i enroll into college(which happen to be undecided also) or i go travelling 1st for a bit

yea i am insecure sometimes. but thts just human right? i feel insecure, i feel weak sometimes.
but tht doesnt mean i have been defeated. im still fighting

errr.. its been half a year now , and i still dun know.

y um sei tak suck me dry?

but i wannnaaaaa dieeeeeeee

thankew.

still deciding.

i did. n then i realise, i lik to criticise ppl wear the clothes more than me actually sewing n draw them. maybe i just take managment or something n be a fashion buyer. my job is to just shop around

mooo, i wan ur msn.


cos there;s too much pain and despair.

lolz. kidding lar. i dun wanna die 1st. i wanna get marry and have many many kids then only die. heee

ah. long talk? i had tht like so many times, with so many different ppl. they keep on repeating the same thing until i m bored n feel lik dying. lolz

nah . its allright,. i can deal with it. its not too big for me to handle also. i dun always need someone there to protect of me and stand guard for me. altho they insist. but i dun need it

yes yes yes! personal shopper. wheeeeeee. for celebs hopefully.

but mine is even worst i think, my guy fren made tht up just to annoy me last time. stupid *******

hey dear.. i am fine la. am ok, really . =)




ok u have lots of questions. lol. ask me on msn la. give me ur add.
i wanan go eat ice cream now n read =.=

allright then.

a ******* child more like. unless if u marry me lar. eeeeeek

tht is y i said, u r right from the start. if i wanna get knock up, it better be from the guy tht i love.

okie. i gtg now. i wanna eat my ice scream!!!!!!! bye vampieeee


hey namnam


okie gtg now. i wanna eat my ice scream!!!!! bye namnam