You cant keep loving him like how u did ,If you cant get rid of that feeling,i belive u will never move on.and by the time,u aldy waste alot of ur time where u can use them and spend it for better things instead of being sad and begging for sympathy.I used to be like you,even worse i guess.but its ok for now,time will heal.just hang out with friends.and make sure not to contact with him within these few months.once u can forget him,its better not to talk to him at all after that,otherwise the old fire will burning back.some people they have to learn something ,where it says
GREEN LIGHT : PEOPLE ALWAYS LEAVE ,SOMETIMES THEY COME BACK,SOMETIMES NEVER !