QUOTE(redkord @ Jul 31 2009, 02:37 AM)
well..our relationship already 3years..
i broke up on april 2009..
she wants it, i dun want..
i still want her.. but she said maybe fate will destined we back..
only god knows.. im waiting and waiting... and keep msg her but she just ignore me.. i keep trying.. im hoping that my relationship will get back..
suddenly 2 days after her birthday (28/7), she msg me and mention that her heart are for someone else.. and getting engaged maybe next year..
at that time i dunno what to do.. i knew my mission is failed.. i just delete all thier msg in my inbox.. and throw away her handwrited card, her pic in my wallet.. i really dunno what to do.. things getting wrong..
this is my first time my heart broke really deeep... try to enter myspace to getting better.. but it doesnt cut it.. i think i really put hope on her too much..

Wait. I don't get it.
You said:
"i broke up on april 2009..
she wants it, i dun want.."
and then why this:
"i still want her.. but she said maybe fate will destined we back.. "
Why break up when you want her?
then this:
"only god knows.. im waiting and waiting... and keep msg her but she just ignore me.. i keep trying.. im hoping that my relationship will get back.."
IT seems to me that it's the other way round. CMIIW.
Get a grip bro. Time will help to ease the pain.