Having a big big crush on this guy for almost a year. Never talked a lot until recently. Although I made moves to talk, online, FB chats, I know I am pathetic because I am a very shy person. And he'd make some effort to talk to me when we bump into each other in the library. I know he stalks/observe what I am doing sometimes. 
Problem is, falling for him deeper, but he's leaving for his internship for 6 months. Meaning he might eventually find someone there. It's breaking my heart. I really really fell hard for him.

is that the best excuse for you to let go your happiness? nothing come easy , a stable relationship did not only come like that

It's just hard to see him slip away. I don't seem to can do anything. He's currently in KL, me? Back in Penang.
We'll see when I see him again. Sigh.
Do something like what?
My hints are all.. went wrong.... It's like a mechanism of defense of myself. My friends are saying I was giving the wrong hints all the time. Sigh. Example, when he was walking towards me, I will look away.
On a different note, he posted up something on FB just now. "really wan it...... but cz of prioritizing, i have missed out some great things! was that the right decision?"
It somewhat break my heart, seemed like talking about a girl he missed a chance with.

She told me that it's better we remain as friends and I don't mind being friends, but now she won't reply my messages at all

I feel so bad

EDIT: Yeah, we known each other for 5-6 months edi

thats part of the reason of the break up, but it was mainly about me..i don't know how to explain, it's just complicated..

hi all, its been a long time. sup experience i saw you on flying spaghetti monster a few times.

feel suicidal man...3 years of hopes and dreams shattered..i failed to secure a scholarship.