Being wanting to be a doctor has always been my dream. Since young, joining red cross (and quitting) has made me realised that medical doctor is a heed to serve, not just a job with lots of money.

Throughout the past 4 years, I have been struggling to enter IMU as my results were not fantastic. But then when I got a place(finally), the money issue comes in. I am not from a well-to-do family and really envy those whose parents are rich enough to sponsor their children to do medicine.

Its too late to retake the entry exams to enter local medicine school. So IMU is now the route. But then, I do not have sufficient money(only enough for 1 semester). And there are no scholarship to offer.

So I am really in a terrible position. One leg into medical school and the other just outside due to no money.

So for those in medicine, it is really a blessing to be in that course. For me, after all the advertising from mbbs-invest.blogspot.com, nobody seems to invest in me. I am facing uncertainty, but I can assure that I would want to be a good medical doctor. Life is really hard and regrets are really there. Haiz.