finally got some free time to go thru one by one of my statements, read, and do summarizing (it has been accumulated on my desk like a small bukit, sweat)
omg, i did a approx 30 times trading from April until today. it is like, almost everyday. call myself lucky, i still left with some profits, made a lot of silly mistakes, mostly due to greed and wrong timing.
last month (april), when the market was traded at 9xx points, which is the starting of the mini bull, i made some handsome gain. as the days go by, entering the month of May, i started to make a lot of silly mistakes, which wiped off my gains.
i think May is not a right month for me to trade. i better take my money and leave the table for you guys.

call it a day. i should be happy with what i have.